radiantshadow (radiantshadow) wrote,

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[note: sometimes i write here, just to write, dumping random thoughts out of my head through my fingers and into the keyboard. sometimes, things are a little more directed. sometimes i am writing to specific persons / people and if you dont know me, and even if you do, it can be a sort of guessing game as to what something might mean. general rule, if you are are confused, scratching your head wondering what the heck does that mean, thats a sign that whatever it is, it isnt for you....]

this is what i fear. that one day you will disappear and all that will be left will be a memory and questions. where did you go ? what happened ? it is this that drives my terror. the unknown. you are there and i am here. so, thats that ? i sit and i wonder, sometimes i go out to the balcony and just stare out up into the sky. somewhere under this same sky, there you are. but where ? are you ok ?

yes i worry to much, yes i am overly dramatic. see i admit it. fine. whatever.

all this, all that, and all that will happen is that you will re-insert yourself or make yourself visible, i will breathe a huge sigh of relief, you'll get pissed because i am acting this way. i will get slightly more upset at myself for being so weak.

right ?

be blessed.

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