You asked me once, why ? Why do i care ?
I care, because I know.
I have been there. I have seen those sad eyes before. I have seen them in the mirror. And I expect to see them again.
Can I talk to you sometime? Sometime when the insanity and the panic comes in so hard that i dont know how to handle it ?
Sometime when the fear grips so so hard, when the sun sets and I am terrified that I will not see it rise. Can i just call you to hear a caring voice that knows. That understands ?
Understands the fear, the panic, the complete chaos. Do you know, like talking to someone who just understands? Who you dont have to explain things to ? Who just knows.
Can I just call on you sometimes when I cant handle it ? Just to hear a voice that cares. A voice that wont judge or put me down, just a voice that cares. Just to know that I am not truly alone. Just for the reassurance.