Music:Whenever I Say Your Name - Sting - Sacred Love
Oh but i do feel something. I just am not sure of it, of how to describe it, something deep down that resides in places where we dont like to talk about. To much is happening, yet i am forced my circumstances to stand perfectly still. too much, the Marines, life. too much.
A thunderstorm brewing ... A sort of quiet fury ... A gentle rage ...
Anger at the world for putting me / us in this situation Stuck between what I want, the very best, and what is mediocre but availabe in absolute adundance.