I guess that I could say that I have been on a roller coaster these last few days. With everything going all over the place. Yesterday, I didnt know what to do. Last night i just had to get away, to escape from reality. No, no drugs or alcohol. Although I was tempted to go get wasted.

I just drove. on and on. some kind but honest words from a friend kept me safe through the night. Then some kind loving words from my love brought into the peace in which i now stand.

Peace.

This is a nice place to be ... well except for the part about chicago calling me telling that she was going to kill me because her computer is now getting pop-ups all because of me.

but that is another story. There is always another story isnt there ....