but i had a epiphany today, i was listening to the soundtrack of "Fight Club" by the Dust Brothers(excellent by the way if you like electronica).
anyways and i realized how much i dont like the sound of other peoples mouths. Even in music, where i turn to soundtracks and electronic tunes.
So that spawned another thought, "what the hell am i doing in air traffic control" meaning what am i doing in a profession where it is my job to talk to people(pilots).
maybe that explains why i am doing so poorly....